Three Times
three times and I’ll never go again
do you remember that little park playground we played on as kids?
with the matching pair of swings, the rusted red jungle gym and rickety slide?
it’s gone
buried under a three bedroom, two bath ranch house
owned by the Charles family
little Wally plays in the air-conditioned den in front of the seventy inch plasma screen and above a decades old sandbox
and I’ve only been there three times, and I’ll never go again
I would rip down an entire city of ordinary people living their day to day lives
to ride those swings again
to climb that rusted tower
to slide down that slide
to sit for days in that little sandbox, pushing my grains of sand and holding out for eternity
because I’ve only been there three times, and I’ll never go again
Never Came Back
rust-ridden city of ghosts
lightning bolt flashes through old concrete with cold steel under ancient caged lights
“C.C. Eadens – Lab Supervisor” in lead paint, chipping off piece by piece
he left his lab reports on his last day here
and never came back
he left his door open
he left his ink pen on the desk
he left through the main guard shack and went to work at Dupont Mechanical Works in Cleveland, Ohio
and never came back
but something was left behind
something less tangible than
“High Pressure Combustion Rates”
something you feel when you look at a corpse in a funeral home for too long
something you feel when you see that “missing child” picture from the sixties on your Dean’s milk carton
something I can’t quite express
something I can’t see past the black mold and asbestos stains
under the years of ivy
I felt a chill, a cold wind, a shrinking sun
and I never came back
Note: These poems were inspired by the same ammunition factory that inspired the short story, Powder All Over.